rebirthing : Dancing with the Devil

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“I’ve had a lot of lives - like my cat, I’m on my ninth life.”
Demi Lovato’s explosive documentary series comes to a close with revelations about her broken engagement, her return to the studio, and exploration of moderation sobriety as she attempts to let go of her past and moves ahead living her truth.

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Production Companies: OBB Pictures, SB Films
Director: Michael D. Ratner
Executive Producers: Michael D. Ratner, Scott Ratner, Scooter Braun, Allison Kaye, Scott Manson, Kfir Goldberg, Miranda Sherman, Andy Mininger

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  • After hearing this California sober term I stopped watching, or caring. Seems like all this was filmed only to profit more money, and fame nothing more. I requested a refund with iTunes and was refunded within 48 hours, won’t be getting rich out of me, not today satan!!

    Augusto AndradeAugusto AndradeTunti sitten
  • I love love love LOVE the hairstyle Demiiii

    iiviiiivii2 tuntia sitten
  • Lotsa love Demi 🖤🖤

    Hayley O SchwemmerHayley O Schwemmer2 tuntia sitten
  • I absolutely love demi. I myself lost both parents and 4 siblings to addiction. I was an addict for 3 years and lost everything, including my daughter and unborn baby. I was found by a pimp at my weakest whom got me pregnant and forced me into prostitution. Where he got me pregnant and beat me everyday. Broke my teeth out and would strip me naked and make me walk down the street in shame. Hechaimed me to the porch out in the back yard and also chained the fridge a d only let me eat once every 2 days so. I didn't gain too much weight even being pregnant. In the end, I was found beaten naked in the side of a busy street in Phoenix AZ. That day, at 7 months pregnant I lost my unborn son. I tried to take my life and in that, I survived and been clean almost 3 years now. Today I actually got custody back of my daughter. I own a cleaning service and do everything I can to do better everyday. Demi shows us the ugly side of fame. She shows the real person and the real struggles. I absolutely love and adore her. Keep everything wonderful up girl. We love you so much

    Nikki GivensNikki Givens2 tuntia sitten
  • As an ex alcoholic who almost died multiple times and currently drinks and smokes in moderation, everyone assuming she is making a mistake is doing so without being in her shoes. She absolutely can't become complacent in her addiction, as she's said, but some people need something to help and unless you want them on harder prescriptions like xanax let them have some weed and a drink now and then

    KatKat2 tuntia sitten
  • Gosh wow wow. I have so much to say, about so many things. Not in a negative way, not necessarily in a positive way. This one hit everything. 1st, Thank you for putting this out here. Wow. And 2nd 3rd all the rest. U touched everything gosh!. THIS IS ABOUT ANY TOPIC THAT HITS U. ITS HERE. THIS IS ABOUT IF NONE IF IT INTERESTS U OR HITS U.......THIS IS HERE TO EDUCATE PEOPLE MOST OF ALL. Amen and thank you for doing this.

    Bec ChandlerBec Chandler2 tuntia sitten
  • This is what happens when you have all the time and money in the world and zero discipline or guidance

    anarokranarokr3 tuntia sitten
  • o love no bs

    kirstie bkirstie b3 tuntia sitten
  • I just really hope the path she chose works for her. I've never been in a situation like this, so my opinion shouldn't matter. I just don't want there to be a third much more darker documentary:(

    M. SundayM. Sunday3 tuntia sitten
  • Demi is perfect in my eyes tbh she's so damn strong and real only celebrity i look up to

    Khloe-rose GrayKhloe-rose Gray3 tuntia sitten
  • Just feel the need to point out to everyone with their “moderation doesn’t work” comments; ONE SIZE DOES NOT FIT ALL IN RECOVERY. it didn’t work for you or your friend or sibling or parent. But it works for DEMI. Balance is key. Thanks for coming to my TedTalk. 👏🏻😊

    Brianna NasonBrianna Nason3 tuntia sitten
  • what a ride

    Samantha LacerdaSamantha Lacerda4 tuntia sitten
  • Am I the only one upset that she didn’t bring Wilmer up and how he stuck by her in the hospital???

    Jocelyn CastilloJocelyn Castillo5 tuntia sitten
  • 🙄

    calderonjd30calderonjd305 tuntia sitten
  • i don’t think her eating is healed at all

    Karina LombrozoKarina Lombrozo5 tuntia sitten
  • elton !!!

    Karina LombrozoKarina Lombrozo5 tuntia sitten
  • As someone with bipolar who has looked up to Demi for so many years and felt like I finally had someone I could identify with when she came out with her diagnosis, I have to say it hit me really hard to hear that she was misdiagnosed. Don't get me wrong, I am happy she doesn't have to deal with this disease, but I feel kind of alone now. I know it doesn't make sense. I do just want what is best for her at the end of the day and know misdiagnosis is common.. it is just really messing with my head after all these years....

    Meghan TrybalskiMeghan Trybalski5 tuntia sitten
  • what song is this ? 20:41

    CheesecakeCheesecake6 tuntia sitten
  • wao e iso viendo todo esta que vienes mostrándonos y para mi demi tu porfíen eres libre de todo lo que te inculcaron y encajonaron y solo los verdaderos sobrevivientes sabemos lo que es salir adelante con esto y en mi vida también pase mis cosas y sobrevivo dia tras días con todo los problemas de mi país Venezuela lo que hay que hacer para trabajar duro y poder llevar las cosas al hogar y verte tan bella como siempre y que eres tan tu que despertaste tu ser tu gran espíritu de un letardo y siento y veo que vas a ser grandes cosas entre nosotros no te detengas por nada mi bella dama tu eres grande y maravillosa ojala tenga la oportunidad de algún dia conocerte y tomarnos un café y poder ver a mi gran artista soñada sigue adelante me despido y te deseo que el universo te siga dando bendiciones todo va estar bien me despido para segur viendo mas de ti te aprecio mucho y gracias gracias gracias por ser tan especial namaste 🤍💙🌻🙏

    Nasirak SangNasirak Sang6 tuntia sitten
  • I don’t see you as a druggy or a drunky I see you as a human being who is working their way for survival love the hair cut you look beautiful ❤️🙏🏽

    This is KPThis is KP6 tuntia sitten
  • Did anyone else feel how raw the pain was in her expression and her voice?...damn

    Lostgirls clubLostgirls club6 tuntia sitten
  • that hair cut reveal was EVERYTHING it looked like demi's soul came out in the physical world

    J ChehovinJ Chehovin7 tuntia sitten
  • Her mother seems in denial.

    SysAdminAvaSysAdminAva7 tuntia sitten
  • I hope it works out but my dad has been an addiction counselor in the hospital for years and it’s never worked out. :( Atleast from what he’s seen

    azgirlazgirl8 tuntia sitten
  • Some people say moderation doesn’t work but in my experience, it does. I have a close family member that for a substantial period of their life they were addicted to crack cocaine. They got clean and they found that weed/cannabis/marijuana helps calm and put to rest that constant need and desire to go and snort some crack or even smoke it. They have been sober for about 12 to 13 years, there’s been slip ups but with lots of support and understanding they will always make it through. I’m so glad that Demi has such a big support system and the freedom to try and see what does and what doesn’t work for her. We’re all different and we shouldn’t ever generalize because every body copes with certain things and adapts to situations in the best way they can.

    Jomel CarrionJomel Carrion8 tuntia sitten
    • With alcohol, that’s a different story... I just hope she stays strong and healthy.

      Jomel CarrionJomel Carrion8 tuntia sitten
  • The fact that when i hear her voice shake when she's talking, I know that's her anxiety, because I do the exact same thing. 🥺 I wish she understood how much of an impact this series is making!

    Elyssa McCoyElyssa McCoy8 tuntia sitten
  • I love you Demi

    Felipe BustamanteFelipe Bustamante8 tuntia sitten
  • Loser, never feel sorry for losers who are users!!

    P LP L8 tuntia sitten

    P LP L8 tuntia sitten
  • I see a lot of people just saying that she's surrounded by "yes" people. But what I see is people who understand that her being fully sober can't be THEIR choice. She has to be in control of that. And moderation can work for some people.

    Maddy DeVeuveMaddy DeVeuve8 tuntia sitten
  • I feel so many conflicting feelings watching this. Know you’re loved and take care, Demi.

    Dana LeighDana Leigh8 tuntia sitten
  • Being my queer self.... Is that her coming out? Just genuinely curious?

    Kortney TackettKortney Tackett9 tuntia sitten
  • Demi didn’t release her documentary for your opinions on her, it’s for her to tell her story and side and it’s so sad to see “fans” drag her in the comments because they disagree

    Josh and KatJosh and Kat9 tuntia sitten
  • Demi I love you so muchhhh, thank you for being so open and honest with us

    Titi OkeTiti Oke9 tuntia sitten
  • I get the impression she feels guilty about her OD & relapse, but isn’t actually ready to be sober. So, she walks the line - and tries moderation. It appeases her enablers, and relieves her guilt. She feels in control & is still able to indulge - all while feeling guilt free since they all condone her approach. I pray this works for her, and wish her only the best.

    jennpjennp10 tuntia sitten
  • I understood nothing

    BiggiecheeseloverBiggiecheeselover10 tuntia sitten

    Valerie EndersonValerie Enderson11 tuntia sitten
  • I wish I had friends like Demi has to get through my addictions smh it’s hard and difficult but Demi is helping me so much

    Kristen JosieKristen Josie11 tuntia sitten
  • I want a cloud thing like that!!

    Sarah JensenSarah Jensen12 tuntia sitten
  • Addicts cannot use in moderation. Period. It just does not work.

    nina derosanina derosa13 tuntia sitten
  • Medical Cannabis can save lives

    Syleena DawnSyleena Dawn13 tuntia sitten
  • Commander in Chief is the most ridiculous song I have ever heard for so many reasons.

    Kyla RichKyla Rich13 tuntia sitten

    Sarah CastanedaSarah Castaneda13 tuntia sitten
  • am I like the only one scared at how AIRBRUSHED Christina's makeup looks like??

    Alicia B.Alicia B.14 tuntia sitten
  • Omg when she said i mourn the person i thought he was or whatever i felt that so much. I let someone in after a long time and i was fooled. He pretended to be everything i wanted. He wasnt

    Adria SchergerAdria Scherger14 tuntia sitten
  • Does anyone know why she broke up with that guy

    Danijela & LeksiDanijela & Leksi14 tuntia sitten
    • He was obsessed, or something with trying to get a Disney star he would tweet about Selena Gomez, Ariana Grande, Miley Cyrus and Demi. Search Max Ehrich Selena Gomez tweets.

      WOWZERS !WOWZERS !10 tuntia sitten
  • I would skip the drinking and just stick to cannabis .

    Nicole LucianoNicole Luciano14 tuntia sitten
  • her haircut is the cutest

    Khaelle SkyKhaelle Sky14 tuntia sitten
  • 21:02 is where Dying for your love Snoh alegra was shot... yes!!

    Willa LarecheWilla Lareche14 tuntia sitten
  • I think the weed is fine but the alcohol will be the problem.

    Willa LarecheWilla Lareche14 tuntia sitten
  • ?????????????????????????????????????

    QuiznoeQuiznoe14 tuntia sitten
  • Elton John was the only one in this documentary who knows. Moderation doesn't work. Sugar coated documentary with shitty message. I love her music but... nope. Just nope.

    Eliška RýdlováEliška Rýdlová14 tuntia sitten
  • Love her laugh!

    Chelsea BirdChelsea Bird15 tuntia sitten
  • 26:37 she is so fire I just can't 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

    Toni FlanaganToni Flanagan15 tuntia sitten
  • These comments don’t pass the vibe check. As a former addict clean off hard drugs moderation was my baby step towards Recovery. Recovery is not one size fits all. Demi had done moderation for 2 years so that’s proof it works and it keeps her off hard drugs. So y’all she’s still learning and growing so stop saying she’s gonna overdose again because she won’t

    Mike MoffettMike Moffett15 tuntia sitten
  • whats it gonna take for youtube to stop showing me Demi Lovato ads. please I cant take it anymore

    hrodBEr •hrodBEr •15 tuntia sitten
  • New hair cut and color is cuteeeeee 🥰

    Helena BoothHelena Booth15 tuntia sitten
  • Live Every Moment,Laugh Everyday,Love Yourself Beyond Words(Love You,Live For You)! Live 🙏

  • Elton John is the head hauncho. Nobody tells him what to say.

    Its RoweenIts Roween16 tuntia sitten
  • wow. this series was beyond powerful

    Ashley FurrAshley Furr16 tuntia sitten
  • 28:14 is the best part

    mina 9032mina 903217 tuntia sitten
    • LMAOAOAOA yea it is

      Bored AFBored AF15 tuntia sitten
  • the delusion in this episode is scary and heart breaking

    Jenna KratsasJenna Kratsas17 tuntia sitten
  • Demi and Kehlani sitting in a tree...

    SunShyne RichardsonSunShyne Richardson17 tuntia sitten
  • She's so beautiful with that hairstyle, I absolutely love it ❤️❤️ But, even more beautiful was her laugh at the end of the video 💞💞💞

    ••Kathy•• CR••Kathy•• CR17 tuntia sitten
  • demi is such a pure soul. im so proud of her for being so strong

    zainabzainab17 tuntia sitten
  • I don't like the blue hair girl .

    Miss WingsMiss Wings17 tuntia sitten
  • Her mother is NOT IT.

    Miss WingsMiss Wings18 tuntia sitten
  • I love Will Farrell awwww

    L ML M18 tuntia sitten
  • i love u, Demi and thank you for the braveness you had to open your heart for all of us. i believe in you. keep safe.

    Rodrigo PortugalRodrigo Portugal18 tuntia sitten
  • She’s so amazing

    moe naemoe nae18 tuntia sitten
  • a risada no final, foi onde eu perdi tudo!!! que mulher incrível

    Y. AlvesY. Alves18 tuntia sitten
  • I love your new hair style. It looks amazing.

    Madeline OwensMadeline Owens18 tuntia sitten
  • I smoke and am clean mostly. I say no to alcohol because I don’t like it and I don’t want to. But I need to keep boundaries with weed. If I ever find my self not being about to go to work see family or go days with out smoking, then I’ll have to address it and definitely hope I would not smoke anymore if it became an issue. I said clean mostly because in my journey I’ve relapsed a lot and it’s never had anything to do with weed. I just am addicted to heroin. I did date some one in recovery who knew he couldn’t smoke, he was ok with me smoking around him. But if I wasn’t able to not smoke around him as a respect thing then that would have been an issue for me. So after he told me I decided not to smoke around him or before seeing him. You just need to take it all day by day. I pray for Demi. I’ve over dosed so many times it never stops you from using and I wish it did, because so many more people would stay clean. Stay strong my fellow sober people and those who need to find their way.

    Nikki KonstantinovNikki Konstantinov19 tuntia sitten
  • I've had a similar haircut before and it's honestly so fun! Why do ppl care so much about if she cuts it hair? 🤔 it's just hair

    Jessi BearJessi Bear19 tuntia sitten
  • That laugh at the end😂😂

    Super MomSuper Mom19 tuntia sitten
  • Feel like Demi and Russel Brand would have some amazing conversations. He’s now been sober for almost 20 years, stopping at the same age as Demi

    sammy aberdeinsammy aberdein19 tuntia sitten
  • is there a German subtitle like in the other episodes? I don't understand this 😔😕

    Jay_LynaJay_Lyna19 tuntia sitten
  • In the next documentary Demi will be saying “yeah that last documentary I was lying to myself and making excuses for moderation”

    AlisonAlison19 tuntia sitten
  • Ok but sir Elton John know everything. I hope Demi stop with all this sh**.

    KarinaKarina20 tuntia sitten
  • as she said, she's a very "all or nothing" kind of person, maybe moderation can work for her, maybe an abrupt and absolute restriction of her drug use will dig her deeper into addiction causing a stronger relapse later. Nobody knows, I hope she finds her path and redefines her relationship with substances.

    Yuri SilvaYuri Silva20 tuntia sitten
  • Demi I love you & your truth we are here for you and love you ❤️

    Fabiola PazFabiola Paz20 tuntia sitten
  • That haircut is amazing. So beautiful!

    hawaiianshirts2003hawaiianshirts200320 tuntia sitten
  • Demi u r beautiful with long and short hair love u 💜

    Sophie PeeblesSophie Peebles21 tunti sitten
  • Heres the thing, moderation might not work for someone who is recovering from alcoholism or drug addiction, but abstinence doesn't work for someone recovering from am eating disorder. And, speaking from experience, if my two recovery paths are not similar or close to each other I lose sight of one of them. Moderation helps me with both kinds of recovery. Balance helps me with both. But when I was told to stop smoking and drinking forever I fell back to my eating disorder to cope immediately. When I was told I needed to fix my eating disorder (purposely being vauge about my habits here) I started using again. I was back and forth for years but now I am exceling in my life. I have maintained a "healthy" body for over two years while having an occasional drink or smoke when I'm with friends, not to cope. "Healthy" because I did irreversible damage in my eating disorder. And it has worked for me so far. But this is a JOURNEY. It changes a lot over time. It has ups and downs. And what I'm doing now might not work for whatever I want to do in the future. I hope the best for Demi. Its a journey. And all the haters that don't get it, I really am so happy for you that you don't get it.

    Kaela CollazoKaela Collazo21 tunti sitten
  • She needs to get out of Hollywood and get some gospel in her life. Didn’t she get baptized? Wish they told that storyline.

    Marianne MuroMarianne Muro21 tunti sitten
  • i dont know if youll see this but if you do, i am absolutely just so grateful for you

    juketripjuketrip22 tuntia sitten
  • I pray for you every day

    Anime junkieAnime junkie22 tuntia sitten
  • Koo Koo, Koo Koo, koo koo....

    Jack .StravinskyJack .Stravinsky22 tuntia sitten
  • I understand where she’s coming from wanting to drink in moderation and I get why she thinks it will be better bc if she is controlled she will want it even more.. it’s just worrisome bc this is what started her track to her od. Her letting herself drink here and there again is what lead to it.. like idk I don’t want a repeating cycle.

    April MattssonApril Mattsson22 tuntia sitten
  • Question for people following the DWTD docuseries?! I heard it's a four parts series does this mean this was the last episode or is their 4 seasons or something? Help me out pls...

    Zoey JacksonZoey Jackson22 tuntia sitten
  • seeing scooter there after all the taylor stuff....eughhhh

    Hayley StephenHayley Stephen23 tuntia sitten
  • I know its hard i have mental health issues n im in recovery. Its hard one day at a time. I see you in me so much

    Elizabeth SagoeElizabeth Sagoe23 tuntia sitten
  • Something about her 2 bff dont seem genuine at all

    Star EliseStar Elise23 tuntia sitten
  • i wanna say I'm worried for her, but then again if i were suffering all the time i know i would want some relief too, i can't imagine the mental energy it takes to fight all those demons and deny yourself what you crave all the time

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  • I am the same way Demi, I can only think in black in white, no gray. It can really be hard to think that way. It messes with your head. At least it does on my end.😧

    Heather HurleyHeather HurleyPäivä sitten
  • She is so strong!

    Heather HurleyHeather HurleyPäivä sitten
  • So 😭.

    Heather HurleyHeather HurleyPäivä sitten
  • She has been through so much. 😕

    Heather HurleyHeather HurleyPäivä sitten
  • Ok but seeing her all giddy like a child over a birthday cake is the most precious thing 🥺❤️

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  • Needle Lovato

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